What is the scariest experience you had so far?
The most terrifying experience for me is love. No matter how strange it sounds. Relationships with men bring me suffering, not joy. I do not find peace with my husband or lovers. I have to do what they want all the time, and my wishes are ignored. The worst thing is that every love makes me depressed and I get sick. And now I have no desire not only for communication but also for sex. I don't believe in love and friendship. The most pleasant feeling makes me miserable. I don't know how to love. Although so much literature has been re-read... We need to heal and live... At least for work...